I'm BBAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCKKKKKK!!

Well, Hello there!

I'm back and I will be posting regularly again! I'm going to try a bit of a different blogging style, more of a "stories" style! So, give me a day or two, to think of what I'm going to post and we'll get rolling again!

3 years.

Three long years. I can't believe that we have survived three years without our rock. Some days it feels like it was just yesterday that he was kissing me good bye every morning or squeezing my hand twice in response to my three squeezes (I love you = three, me too = two). Some days it feels like a lifetime ago. My heart is surviving, albeit, with a gaping wound that some days still bleeds.

Ger, I love you with all that I am and always will.

MIA

Hi all!

I hope to be back soon, blogging about life as mom to four busy kids! Hopefully, there will be a whole new look to my blog in the next few weeks....check back soon!

Amy

We are well, just will not be blogging for awhile. If you want to check in, email me....suzyhousemouse@aol.com

Amy

I will not be blogging for some time. Sorry!

Brooklyn

Good Morning!

It's a beautiful day here today....mid 80's! I love summer! We are headed to Kaiti's friend Jacey's TOC (tournament of champions) championship game tonight! Should be great weather for it.

Brooklyn had a rough night lastnight. She had lots of tears and just misses her daddy so much. I just held her and told her it was okay to cry. She tries so hard to be strong like him and doesn't show too much emotion, but the last two days have been pretty hard for her. She's an amazing young lady. I love her so much. She has always been my pretty little girl who doesn't give a rip if she looks pretty or not. She is a tomboy through and through. Bratz? Barbies? Babydolls? NO WAY! Give that girl a ball of any kind and she will keep herself busy for hours!! She spent every possible moment with her daddy that she could. She loved to go to work with him and would actually help with alot of it! I would often find her curled up next to him on the couch during the evening. She just loved her daddy with everything. My heart aches for her. She is sorta lost without him. I try to do as much as I can with her that he would do, but there is only so much this foo foo girl can do! I hope she always embraces the beautiful qualities that he gave her. She will go far in life. So, Brooklyn, this song's for you....we called it our "strong song" right after he died and I know you are needing some strength right now sweetie. I love you Beezer!

Hmmm.....

Well, perhaps I shouldn't have gone to the doctor! I figured it'd be something fairly simple. I walked out after my BIOPSY with an Rx for some super spendy super potent steriod cream. They biopsied it to see if perhaps I have LUPUS! So, I'll know on that next week some time. Sheesh. When.it.rains.it.freakin.pours.